My house NEEDS fumigated

It's been close to a month since my last update. Let's just say my house was plagued with flesh eating diseases hence my absence. No... really, I was just avoiding what was facing me the instant I slowed down and had a moment to myself. That my friend pertains to my last entry.

I'm going to put this as shortly as possible. Much to my dismay, I've lost what I had with Dave, emotionally. I haven't felt the same about him, so I took a break from our relationship. On that note, I did as much as possible to fill up my spare time so I wasn't left sitting alone, beating up on myself on how horrible of a person I was. (Which is mostly to blame for my blog neglect) When I was finally ready to talk to Dave, and Dave being ready to talk to me, no words were spoken. Like the fool I am, I cried my eyes out for an hour and somehow we both came to the conclusion to start off as friends and take it slow.

< Insert Happy Ending >

Posted on October 21, 2008 8:51 PM | Permalink
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